I miss you a hell of alot. Still gathering the guts to come see you though, but I promise I will come soon. I may have already said it, but you came into my life as an Angel, and you left it as one. Without you I know I would never have the guts to do any of what I do now. You taught me to not care what people think and to ignore it all. I remember all those summers back when we sat in the park for hours and hours slowly burning, and that time when we covered chester in lipstick kisses and sent him back up to school topless :) And all those fires we used to make, we always had so much fun together, even when it involved my dog making you spill freshly boiled water over yourself. Me and Sian have been partying it up like you would have wanted, even Gen came last week! I still regret not making you come to my gig, you would have loved everyone. And all the dancing (yes, I danced!!! really badly but still!) Anyway Im gonna wrap this up, You are always in my heart, and no one will ever replace you there. Hope my dad is showing you the ropes up there. <3 never forgotten.