It's always going to confuse me, and I'm never going to get my head around it. But loosing you was possibly one of the worst days of my life. You were such a Diamond to everyone. Caring and Kind, there was never a bad word you could say about anyone. I'll never forget that time when I met you after you'd had your boob reduction and you told me not to bring you grapes, so I brought you grapes. You looked at me really straight faced and said: 'Enough with those fucking grapes Jasmine!' We laughed for ages about it. I wish I could have just five more minutes with you, to tell you that I'm sorry we lost touch but I'm glad we'd stayed so close through-out. I'd love for you to just walk into my house now and say 'Only joking Jas I'm still here' but that's not going to happen. I just wish it could. I'll never stop thinking about you ever. You're always in my heart baby. I love you so so incredibly much. Sleep tight Angel.