Words cant explain how much you mean to me, or how much I love you and I don't care how soppy it sounds. I never told you enough all the silly arguments we had sometimes it was like we were an old married couple, we would've made such a good couple lol we knew each other inside out, back to front, you knew my darkest secrets and you never told a soul. I'm never ever gonna find a friend that will even come close to you, you really are my "bestest" friend in this whole world, again no words can explain the pain I feel now that your gone. Even though it really still has not sunk in that you have gone, and its gonna take a long time before it does sink in, I just feel like you've gone on your gap year a year early or something. People miss you so so much, why did you leave? We could've gotten through anything together you were so strong, and amazing. You are what kept me strong through my lowest points and for that I thank you. You've made me realise what is important and what really isn't I'm so glad to have found a really true best friend one that I know would never leave me intentionally, always be there for me through the good and the bad times, love me even when I was being a twat. I'm just gonna keep rambling because it helps to get things out, we have so many memories it's impossible to write them all down but we really did have some amazing times, I miss your beautiful smile, I miss having someone promise me everythings gonna be ok, I miss you getting annoyed at me 'cause I could never hear you at night lol, I miss you hugging me and just letting me cry it out without even saying a word because you already knew what was wrong, I miss your pot noodles, I miss you helping me with maths, I miss everything. You'll always live on in me I'll never ever forget you, you were a massive part of my life and still are. You left a massive imprint in my heart, like I said best friends forever we certainly were :) and are gonna be and I know your gonna kick my arse for being so soppy when I get up there. Sleep tight you gorgously stunning angel, and remember if you ever feel the need to talk to someone I'm here! just dont freak me out. I love you so much! forever in my heart<3